On Wednesdays I have class. Which means I don't get a chance to see my Gordo! It makes the day go by so slow... it makes him be a bit too needy. I won't lie, I miss him too, I just handle it much better than he does. I can feel that he gets down and I don't like that. While it is flattering that he loves me so much, I can't be his only happiness! I have tried to explain this to him. It is not healthy.... hope this changes once we move together.
Speaking of... today he finally confirmed on the apartment! Our little love nest as he calls it. The apartment is tiny, very small. Of course very cheap also... however, the location is not best. Its a small town which is very far from mine and his job. About 1 hour each way. This is utterly inconvenient with my new schedule. Leaving work at 11 at night... will be quite difficult to catch a bus at that time. Which leads me to my next point... I need to stop worrying so much about this schedule.... it'll probably be January by the time I have work those hours.
In the mean time... summer is almost here and it is super hot. Of course in this third world country we can't afford to have air conditioning at home.... which leaves everyone melting! This is probably why I am so pro on us moving to a smaller and cheaper place. To be able to have these small luxuries and make the day to day a bit better.
My aunt called today to offer me a new apartment. This one of course, coming from my aunt, is in a much nicer neighborhood, bigger located in a building with security and all! It was actually within our "budget" but what can I say... I have made up my idea of our small place. And i am... honestly... exhausted of all this searching! I have settled for our apartment and that's the way its going to be. But of course my mom won't accept this... they are not very content with the location in which I am planning to move to, will do anything to try and change my mind...
It has come to the point where their opinion is no longer so important. Now, its me and and Gordo. It is our decisions that matter, it is us two facing everything together. Honestly, anyone else's opinion does not concern me... this might be the most grown up statement I have made.
It is quite a hassle to move here... you need to have so many documents in order, and be available at their times... which are crap. They make it near impossible to move, to succeed, to grow.
I really hope we can be moved in by December. I just wish Gordo would stop worrying so much, money wise. I know we will be just fine!!! Fingers and toes crossed that everything will go great at my new job and that he will continue to work in the Casino project for a few more months.
With this I leave. Nite nite.
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